Maybe if I blogged more...

...my posts would be less random.

Last time I posted I was still holding out hope to make someone's, anyones day with the Valentines Day cookies.  It never happened.

I got sick that night, like real sick, and in the best interest of my family and friends I trashed the cookies. So instead of anyone getting any cookies I lost mine (did anyone catch that joke?)

I am 99% percent the culprit was not the cookies, but a chicken sandwich (trust me I tasted it both ways, too much information? Sorry I tend to be overly honest) I like to error on the side of caution.

Basically I ended up going to Omaha last weekend, and not coming back to my house until Tuesday due to another snow storm (shock, I know).

In other new and exciting news I am making a promise to myself in the next 10 days I am going to go to the bar by myself.  I have no other options.

Going to the bar alone feels like I am giving in to the fact I have no friends here in Lincoln.  I need to work up the courage and believe in the fact I do have friends.  Friends who would love to go out with me (or at least I hope so) if they lived here.

Coming home every night, going to the gym, taking a bubble bath, and going to bed is not going to expand my friend base. Even if I don't make any new friends I need to do this for myself.  I need to go out of my comfort zone.

I lived for four years in the most comfortable place I know.  I had more friends than I knew what to do with.  I could go anywhere and see at least one person I knew and could have a conversation with.

It is not that I don't have friends, I do.  But I have made myself believe I am friendless, which is absurd.  I have lots of friends, just not in Lincoln.

Okay I think this is all the random ranting and rambling I can do for one night.  I promise to blog soon.  Chances are I will be stuck in Lincoln (friendless) this weekend due to another snow storm (act shocked) so my lovely blog will see lots of me!